Cursing is at the top of the list. Sometimes I sound like a cross between a sailor and a truck driver. I’m trying to cut back, buuuut it’s hard, especially if I get frustrated.
I’m also loyal to a fault. Normally loyalty isn’t a bad thing, but I’m way too loyal for my own good. If I consider someone my friend, then I stick by them no matter what. It doesn’t matter how bad they screw me over or other people. I will make excuses for them and still stick by them even though I shouldn’t. It’s something I’m working on as well because it has caused major problems and pain in my life.
I also have really high expectations. Because I always try to go above and beyond with my family and friends, I get a little wounded when people don’t do the same for me. I know it doesn’t mean that they don’t love me or care about me, but it bothers me and makes me question the relationship.
I over think EVERYTHING! That causes me to second guess myself a lot.
Jeez, I made myself seem like an overly sensitive spazz with a potty mouth.
Dah, well. That’s the worst of me. Still room to change.